There are bad days when i look back on that i have lost one of my closest guy friend *E and the departure of my bestest friend *Anna. I just want both of you back in my life to share my joys and sorrows. I can't imagine losing both of you, but i did. I can get by my days just fine but with you both by my side, i feel that my journey in life would be better.
I know that my darling Anna will be with my beloved grandmother looking after me and my family, but i just miss you all so much. I know GOD has a better place for them, granting them eternal peace.
To my special *E, i hope we would be as close as before. It hurts to lose you as a friend, knowing that i can't share everything with you anymore. It hurts even more when you don't bother salvaging our friendship like i tried. I hope life has been treating you well.