My Sexy Love

I'm over at Tiffy's place now and that sleepy head's asleep!!! Time to blog!

Alright, imagine going to the airport at 2am in the morning cause you find that the airport has the most condusive environment to get your work done. Not expecting to see anyone you know there. Needless to say, anyone you would NOT wish to see. But lucky me, i had to bump into you there. Especially after the whole 'me not being able to be your friend' arguement. I hated it when you flirt with other girls in the past and i still find it an eyesore now. I know it's very selfish of me but to me you'll always be mine, nomatter how disgusting i find you to be or how much i hate you now. That's why i can't bring myself to be your friend. As childish as it sounds, i can't deny it. Thanks for trying to talk to me. I'm sorry for my cold treatment, i just feel it's not the right time to talk to you yet. It's not you, it's me. Anyway, i left the airport a happy girl. Talked to Mr X till 10am in the morning. =)

23/24 Aug-
I wanna say that i had the time of my life on Sarah's birthday. Mr X decided to bring half of his crew to Pasir Ris. =))) Happiest! Crabbing at 5am in the morning, disturbing 7/11 auntie, talking to random indian workers, trying to find the api api ghost, waiting for pony rides and having the time of our lives. Mr X and his sidekick are the two most hilarious duo ever. Ok, i may be a little biased on this.
And yes, you are my sexy love cum mr silly boy.

I don't know what are we, but i do know that i really like you a HELL lot.
Your break-up came to me as a surprise, but this only means more of *you for me. =)
Pardon me for being evil.
I'll make US work out.

School's a killer!

It seems that things are looking up for me. All is good good good!!! =)
I hope it remains this way and something lovely will blossom.
You make me smile.

I have been staying up late and it has become a very bad habit. I don't wanna skip school but i simply can't wake up for it! Gawd! Apparently staying over at Sarah's helps me wake up for school. No, wait. Let me correct that, staying over at Sarah's WITHOUT sleeping helps me to get my down right lazy ass to school. My dear Lek has been staying up almost everynight to study and my duty when i stay over is to keep us both awake. Cause when Lek and Tan falls asleep = nwahhhhhh till the next evening when everybody's home from school.
I have loads of homework to complete!! School's a killer!!! Damn, too little time man. Plus my poor time management skills = homework NOT done.

Poor time management is due to long, super long talks on the phone with :
1) Sarah Lek
2) Tiffany Goh
3) Anna Seow
4) Mr X
Secondly, a couch potato like me will nwahh on my couch watching tv till there are no more shows to watch.
Thirdly, Miss Leona kaki jalan here can't stay at home all day. So she'll find herself getting ready to go out at odd hours.
Lastly, when i finally decide to do my friggin homework.... I'll be too tired to do so.


Oh, I would like to tell you that you're dead to me.
Goodbye to you.

happy me =)))

GUESS I'M NOT TOO LATE AFTER ALL!
I pray God would somehow answer my prayers. For now, it's all good. You make me a happy girl, so please please please don't disappoint me.

I'm not gonna read too much into it, but i'm praying for the best.
Something will blossom from this...

Tired, cranky, tired, cranky!!! Haven't slept since yesterday!! oh ma gawd!!!

rollercoaster ride.

It's been one helluva roller coaster ride for a short period of 6 days.
I thought i had it going on for me till today i guess.
Well, i believe in kharma too much for me to make my move.

I wanna be your friend and maybe a little more than that but everythings different now. It's been almost a year and somehow you will still appear in my thoughts.

My national day eve was great, though now things are not what i want it to be. My mind was so pre occupied for this past few days. I could be a bitch but i'd rather not risk it. Found him, now its time to lose him. Too much to handle, too hard to read, too late Leona.

LIFE'S A DAMN ROLLER COASTER RIDE. I would love it if it was all up up up but no, this is life.

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
Is just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything; just to get you back again
Why can't we just try
What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

Just saw this song on MTV. I love the way the scene changes when he touches something.
Now that i'm in lasalle, i'd better be more arty farty.