I was told many times to treasure the people you love and not take them for granted.
But i did it again.
Losing you hit me hard, real hard. Losing my grandma was supposedly harder, but i didn't cry as hard.
Maybe i was sorta prepared for this day, although her death came to me as a shock.
Just the day before she was bugging to eat lunch and when i reached home later that night, she was admitted to the hospital. Apparently, she had difficulty breathing and collapsed on her bed.
To watch her lying unconsciously on the hospital bed and there's nothing i can do but to prepare for the worse. I've never felt so helpless and lost before. All i can do is hold her hands, tell her how much i love her and she will always be my favourite grandma. Ah ma, i love you. Rest in peace.
Two grandparents have departed within 3 months, it gets harder each time.
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