Tripping over myself, going no where.
Waiting, suffocating, no direction, i took a dive in.
I've been wondering why, it's only me.
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe.
It's alright, sunlight on my face.
I wake up and yeah, i'm alive, 'cause on the way down i saw you & you saved me from myself & i won't forget the way you loved me.
I won't forget the way you loved me.
I totally screwed up last night. As usual, Leona was pissed drunk. Wobbled around phuture, almost caused a fight, slept outside my doorstep, couldn't even bathe properly.
My mum said i'm an embarrassment to my family and i'm grounded. hurray for me.
I spent the whole of today just thinking, if only i could turn back time then all these wouldn't have happened. If only i could just know my limits, then i wouldn't have drank so much. The thing about me is that when i'm high, i simply do not know my limits so i continue drinking till i'm wasted. If only *you were still here to look after me like how you used to, when i'm dead drunk and i can't even stand straight, you'll be there to bathe me and tuck me in nicely to bed.
I seriously think i'm a screw up and i'm only good at embarrassing myself.
Time to wake up and kick all that bad habits.
No more obsessive drinking, no more frequent clubbing, no more, no more, no more!
Now lets drink to that. haha.
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