I love my fritatta!
I love my friends more
One Love
Bad Gurl

I love your moves, baby
Retards
Retardo

momo has very sexy toilet poster boys. ;)

Have been feeling under the weather lately. Waking up feeling empty, as if something's missing. I've never woken up feeling like this before, never. Maybe it's the medicine. Oh well, i hope it'll pass. Anyways, here are some of the pictures from zee's birthday. Once again, BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU!

With a temperature of 38.2 and a nose running like a broken tap, phuture wasn't as bad as i had expected. Miraculously, i survived. Tell me i'm good. ha.

I'm beginning to dread going to work. With dickheads for managers can really be annoying. My buddy's leaving soon, and so are my other colleagues. I guess working just wouldn't be as fun anymore. =( Nick, you're my only motivation for work now. (besides the money making part)

Anyway, i busted 20 bucks on zouk and guess who's having zouk privilege now? Yes, that would be me!!!!! I so can't wait for my card to arrive! I'm happy! Happy Reunion dinner everyone!

Coffee club was superb! The food was yummilicious! I love my FRITTOTO!

Hello! i'm miss Leona lovealot. =)
Let's love till our heart's content.
I choose to spend this overrated day with my everdearest friends. No fancy restaurants or romantic movie marathons.
Just partyin' till the light's come on. =)) cheers to that!

three dates but none the lover.

<3 I'm saving all my love for you

Seriously, why bother calling me.
I'm sure i can tell you "everything". And when i do that, i get a fucking attitude from you. I'm starting to find you repulsive. To hell with you and your ego.

My devotion for 18- i wish you'll never be as happy with another.
Loving you made me selfish.

phuture phun ;)

To start off, the past two days were not as i expected. I thought we had things going along pretty well and it did. But who could've figured a simple yes or no question resulted in a heated arguement. You know what, i think you're a deluded individual that's too stubborn for your own good. The difference between us is that although i do long and am still somehow 'waiting' but i don't cross out all my other options. If i do chance upon someone i fancy (fyi, that's you) and things really do work out, it'll be like killing two birds with one stone. (this is as selfish as it sounds. but hey, that's love) Whereas for you, you choose not to move on. Please, i've been there done that. I've been a sucker for way too long and noway am i gonna be an emotional wreck anymore. Wait till this emotional rollercoaster ride drags on for more than a year, then the best option is to find another.
Honestly, half a year isn't a short period of time and i wasn't ready to let go just yet. I was really contented at the way things were. You were never 'just one of those guys' to me. Everything ended too abruptly and reality is setting in on me. I can't say i'm not affected but it'll pass.


-i wish i never did come clean to you

I'm a jealous fuck.
Winning isn't everything, but everything's bout winning to me.
I'd be grateful if you were dead.

This bloody teddy bear scare the shit outta me when i went to my staircase for a smoke. It's life-size by the way. Damn.

With regards to my previous entry, it was just random lyrics that i found somewhat meaningful. No emo-momo from me. I've been doing great. Life couldn't get any more monotonous. But i don't need those drama and 'excitement'. The thought of hitting the big 2 0 is already a big blow to me. Call me auntie thank you.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

friday night

HANG MAN'S THE BOMB. It was girls vs boys. and needless to say, girls won the boys hands down. We had a very competitive friday night which was quite a good source of entertainment for 4 delinquents in search of a good shisha place, walking from dhoby to paradiz to arab then to bugis.

_ o _ /_ u _/ _ o _ _ Guess this fucking movie title. Kelvin said if we could guess this movie title he'd eat his own shit. But we girls are way smarter than you think. haha. TOM YUM GONG. wtf is a tom yum gong?! anyways kelvin, pls do as you say. EAT SHIT balls!

peek chures

random pictures from my phone. yes, i have nothing else better to do.

u p d a t e s

Christmas went well, yup yup. =))) busted 30 bucks on cover but it was worth it. And as for new year, things didn't really went according to plan. 1) i almost got fired 2) i missed the countdown 3) had to go to work at 9am 4) i realised i suck at 'who, what, huh' 5) had a lil arguement with mr e. But on the whole, i'm glad i spent the night with my 2 lovelies. (though sarah lek wasn't there)
To sum it all up, the festive season went rather well. I'm happy.=)

yummy

Highlight of the night!

Guess who i spoke to? Mr mark owsky!! amagad!!! He's still as cute as ever, with or without his specs!! After 2 and a half years and he's still looking good. yummilicious! I can't keep my friggin eye's off him!

-boy you've got me lifted shifted higher than the ceiling, oohh wee it's the ultimate feeling. Sugarrrr how you get so fly?

MONEY IN MY POCKET

It's all about the ka-ching now babeh. work work work my fuckin ass off. alright, that's a lil exaggerating. haha But i'm gonna try to be 'hard working' and earn me some money to go on a shopaliday. (thats short for shopping&holiday)

Baby, we'll go bankok together alright?! Ooohh! i can't wait! Speaking of bangkok, mr E here is going bangkok this friday. Leaving me alone for christmas. As if working on christmas eve and christmas day isn't bad enough. To top it off, that asshooeee is going with some girls! and apparently one of which who's called SALLY is his loyal fan. Argh! Whateverrr. Mr E, you'd better be good. Or else, no amount of love can save you.

On a lighter note, things have been going rather well for me and for us. I hope it'll stay that way. and as for A the arsehole, your birthday's round the corner. I'm contemplating as to whether i should wish you or not. You know, you can really make me hate you yet love you at the same time. But you should know i'll stick with love.

bloop bloop

hey bitches. stop bitching bout my previous entry.

blah

I havent been blogging but here are some pictures from last week's partyin at phuture and zouk out. This week on, i'm gonna work as hard as i can. I wanna earn lots and lots of $$. haha. random.

I'm so not in the holiday mood. Actually i've not been in the holiday mood since you left. Damn, the 'i want you back A' emo-mo-mo is relapsing again. Oh well, i'm always having these relapses. What's new Leona Tan. Anyway Sarah dear, it's normal to cry once in a blue moon. It happens to me too. We'll get through it together just like before alright. <3>A, I HOPE YOU ARE NOT SERIOUS WITH HER! YOU JOLLY WELL KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU THE MOST AND YOU'D BETTER STILL LOVE ME THE MOST! (as childish as it sounds, i hafta let it out)

call me?!

Just so you know, i miss you like crazy crazy. 4 days and counting. Seriously, will you ever call me again? It's just not the same not having to recieve your phone calls everyday and night. It's been an everyday routine, a habit. Feels like i left some part of me behind, somehow feels incomplete. Not having you is making me want you more. i guess it's just human nature, you'll only want something when you can't get it.

I'm so not looking forward to christmas and new year. =(

Goodbye to the both of you.

whatever

will my heart still reach you
will you still give me a chance
will sparks fly over and over again for us
will i still melt you
will you be the one for me once again
will i still be your only one
will you take my hand again and never let me go
will you still love me always and not just tomorrow

If i could make a deal with God; still ain't no other man but you.

So i've made up my mind to make the first move. I don't know how to begin but yeah, i'll find my ways.
This is a first, god help me. Let the outcome be good! =)
Out with the old, in with the new. It's something i'll try to keep in mind.
Anyway, i'm so waiting for zouk out to happen!! Be there or be square. ha!

yippie

Tomorrow's finally friday! I've been msging you faithfully everynight without fail, despite knowing that you'll only see it tomorrow. Well, i really hope things will look up between us.
So for now, yeah, i guess i'm kinda excited to see you. haha.

Went phuturing yesterday. Managed to persuade darling sann to come. =) I had a blast at rach's place. Rach, sann and i took a hell load of pictures and videos. haha. Multi purpose stick-on bra was our main source of entertainment. (too bad it's only sticky on one side) The next time i club, i'm gonna do the leggy dance that sann taught us. hahaha.

-I'm making the same mistake twice, i love you and it's a gamble i'm willing to take. I've already thrown out the dice.

Last week went pretty well. I'm happy. =)
I see a lovely start, although it might still seem a lil cloudy.


If you want me to stay, i'll never leave.
(don't you dare leave me too)