Grabbed this off some magazine. haha!

"E(for emo) is a scarlet letter across a guitar strap- a mark of shame or a reason to beg off and plead ignorance"
"Their mantra should be,'nobody understands me'(repeat if needed)"
"The kids that don black hair covering one eye to see the world in a half view"
"Obesity and emos do NOT mix"
"Owning a guitar may help you express yourself in a way that nobody will understand"
"Show your inner despair by looking like you are too sad to eat"

=( so are you emo?

Finally for once i'm not lagged behind when it comes to new, up and coming movies. I caught Transformers today and boy it was awesome!! I wanna have my own transformer too(just like bumble bee)! hur. Well Megatron aka d, Optimus Prime(me!) is gonna whoop your sorry ass if you ever do misbehave. haha!(i mean it!) Next up for movies, License To Wed. Robin Williams is da man yo!

Quarrelled with d the day before(i was being petty from a guys point of view) and today he pissed me off so badly that i ended things with him (but we're alright now). i started to think about our r/s on the whole and realised this wasn't what i wanted. i can't deny that he makes me laugh, sayangs me when i'm grumpy, has a wonderful mother, DRIVES(haha), and things were going so well for us but some of his actions prove me otherwise. I'm not gonna go into details but the truth is, second place just isn't good enough for me. as greedy as it sounds, i'm sure every girl would want to be first in her man's life and i'm no exception. in fact i ask for alot more but i've learnt to give and take. i just hope things would go smoothly for us.

imu sleepy monster

Life has been pretty mundane for me. Read some shit which disappointed me quite abit. no doubt you'll always occupy a lil spot in my heart but the words you dare say to another was very disappointing. I can't say i'm not affected by it. why can't you just go ahead with your fairytale romance and leave ours behind untouched? why do you have to spoil it? ours was pretty perfect from what i remembered(apart from our endless quarrels), but it was our quarrels that made us stronger. i am weak when it comes to you.

Alright, on a happier note, went zouk on friday. and guess what? FREE FLOW PAULANER BOTTLED BEERS! WOOHOO! last year it was e33 and our dear allan/alfred(haha) got e-33ied. it was free flow and he got greedy. tsk tsk.



this was on wed with my darling zhiyang! yes, he's back and he brought home some krispy kremes!

I can't believe i fell for a loser like you. Just how low and disgusting would you stoop to win back a girls heart? The words 'i love you wholeheartedly', 'you are my only one', 'you are my mrs ***', 'i can't live w/o you', 'i'll wait for you to love me over & over again', 'the day i met you was the best day of my life',etc... all these words seem awfully familiar. And she's right, you can't change. You're still the cheap, useless, hen-pecked, disgusting, any-pussy-will-do guy i know whom i gave my unconditional love to. I refuse to believe what others have said despite knowing your promiscuous history and i'd always find an excuse for you and pass it off as a genuine mistake you've made in the past. Your reputation has been tarnished. It's pretty amazing how you can convince a girl to fall head over heels for you. You have neither cash nor car, not to mention character. all you could offer was your 'undying love'. What a love fool i was. Oh well, at least i'm over it now. Shame on you dickhead.

Omg, guess who's picking me up from my place now?! Yep yep, mr ow is hot on wheels! This is so exciting!! that doofus of mine just got his license and i haven't seen how good he is on the road. but OMG OMG OMG, this is so fucking exciting!!! alright, i just needed to let my excitement out. byeee, hafta start packing my stuff.

I woke up early today. alright 1pm isn't exactly early, but it's considered early compared to my usual 4pm. tried to get back to bed but couldn't. work starts at 6 later and i'm too lazy/sleepy/lazy/lazy to get my sorry ass to work. damn, i hate waking up early. MC or no MC?

So i've been pretty much chilling out with zee, fabby and sanndy these few days. And we decided to head down to zouk today. Sann and i are total virgin's to velvet and on our virgin trip, we totally got puked on. Sick, sick i tell you. Velvet's boring but the drinks are cheep cheep. Nothing much happened. So here's to our boring life. Cheers.

But each time I try to make a fresh stab

I end up just picking at an old scab

I'm super tired but i can't get into bed just yet. I hafta wait for this doofus to get home before i can enter lala land. It's taking him forever i tell you! so in order to kill time, i've #1friendster whored #2plucked my brows #3peeed five times #4you-tubed for an hour #5been yawning continuously #6decided to blog about it. AND HE'S STILL NOT BACK. I'm so gonna doze off right now. bye.

//youbedroomgangstayou

It's been a LONG time since i last partied with Anna Seow, Nicole Desker & Sabrina Tan. haha, Sabrina Tan! So as usual, cheeky's to drink till our heart's content then over to zouk. where all da kool peepz at yo!

He denies of being a camwhore, but i have proof!

So here's Bangkok my dear friends!

Goodbye Singapore. Hello Bangkok! =)

I guess i'm done with you. I'll leave my heart open.

I'm working towards a better me. That lil tyrant in me will be on vacation for good, i hope.
I think the 'heck-care/not be bothered/not gonna think about it' attitude would work for me. haha

Somehow, i can see history slowly repeating itself. I need to have an attitude check every once in a while. Sometimes i'm totally oblivious to what i say or do. I know it might seem like i'm having a bitchfit or showing you tons of attitude, but i don't mean it. I never intended on 'guai lan-ing' you with my sacarstic remarks. I wish me saying sorry would mean more to you. Honestly, i'm not ready to lose you just yet. But wth, 'chap siao'! heh.

I SO CANNOT WAIT FOR BANGKOK!!!!


-and to you*, yeah, noone can take my shit like you do. you're still the best i've ever had but i'll get over it.

My menses is taking me on an emotional roller coaster ride. I so need to bitch badly but i don't know who/what i'm gonna bitch about. I think i have too much time at hand, everyone's either in school, at work or abroad. Screw attachments, screw school, screw work, screw nice bf's/gf's. Ok, the last part was me screaming the word "jealous" because i for one have no/little luck with perfect bf's. Their either nice but poor, rich but cheapo, rich but perverted and the combination goes on. They all have one thing in common though, NO FRIGGIN CAR. Omg, i sound like a pathetic materialistic bimbo. FYI, i'm neither materialistic(maybe a lil), pathetic, nor a bimbo. It just suddenly down on me how sick/disgusting boys can be and maybe because of my urge to bitch. ha.
I'm feeling super sensitive/irritating/emotional/short tempered/ah lianish right now.


-i'm sorry if i was being unreasonable/short tempered/irritating. i messed up but wth, SCREW YOU. I seriously cannot stand gemini boys.

My bruise, the size of a kiwi. Thanks baby.

(Some pictures to summarize my whole week)

Pre-birthday dinner for mummsie at defu lane. Introducing the famous buttered coconut king crab. And yes, it's as creamy as it looks.

You could just imagine how bored i was at work. yeah, the coasters says it all.
A pretty good attempt on baking an oreo cheesecake for mummsie. =)
You fart, you pick your nose, you have no idea how silly you look when you're trying to break dance.

Alrighty, i'm going back to my tyra show. I so feel like bitching now!!! I don't know why but you have the potential to really irritate the shit outta me. I hate being fuck ass broke!

-ifyouaintgotnomoneygetyourbrokeasshome

A very Happy Birthday to my oh-so-adorable Kelvin!

i love you, yes i do

=) Long Long & Ryan

hi sexy

I'm still waiting, waiting, waiting for my friggin zouk privilege card. Paying 23 bucks to get yourself squashed and compressed like a can of sardines just isn't worth it. =(

(Please come soon my dear privilege card)

I miss you Sarah Lek!!!! Come back soon!!!!!

I can't wait to fall in love with you.