A lil too late for regrets

I was told many times to treasure the people you love and not take them for granted.
But i did it again.
Losing you hit me hard, real hard. Losing my grandma was supposedly harder, but i didn't cry as hard.
Maybe i was sorta prepared for this day, although her death came to me as a shock.
Just the day before she was bugging to eat lunch and when i reached home later that night, she was admitted to the hospital. Apparently, she had difficulty breathing and collapsed on her bed.

To watch her lying unconsciously on the hospital bed and there's nothing i can do but to prepare for the worse. I've never felt so helpless and lost before. All i can do is hold her hands, tell her how much i love her and she will always be my favourite grandma. Ah ma, i love you. Rest in peace.

Two grandparents have departed within 3 months, it gets harder each time.

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

miss grumps

I'm super super super cranky!
I'm sorry if i was grumpy towards you. I know that you're tired and grumpy too. The last thing you need is to hear that grumpy voice of mine. I guess i was too tired to even realise that i was talking to you in that manner. =/ (tiffy, pls remind me whenever i sound grumpy) I'll try not to be like this anymore. Now all i need is 2 days worth of sleep.

I miss your HAALLOOOOWWW's. =(
Without a proper 'hallooww' from you, our conversation would usually end off on a bad note.
I know i can't blame you but it's been 3 days since i last heard that special 'hallooow' of yours. Nomore late night chats, partying everynight, exchanging of silly dares, tickling your super sensitive neck, biting you as hard as possible, rap battling competition, staying at my fitness till 8 in the morning. =(
I hate the army!

12 more days

I'm counting down the days to your book out. I keep telling myself that 2 weeks will be over in no time, but it's only been 2 days and i'm already missing you like crazy crazy. =(

I miss you too.