m o r n i n g

I woke up missing you today.
I miss waking up beside you.

I miss you
I miss you're smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though we're different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

Why can't i stop having these occasional
miss you/need you/want you/never stop loving you mood swings.
The truth is, i still can't let you go and i have never stopped loving you or caring for you. I should've never taken you for granted when what we had was more than love.
I hate the aftermath of falling in and out of love.

Anyway, i'm off to shop-ping with my bro later.
Materialistic indulgence = happier me

sick

I'm too sick to function. =(
Today i woke up with absolutely no mood for anything so zouking was totally not on my list of 'things-to-do'.
*ww, we'll meet in our dreams tonight alright? Dirty or not dirty. ;)

Anyway i met up with Anna and Tiffy in the evening at tampines mall to do some catching up. It was GOOD. =) More to come pls! (sandra lim & sarah lek, pls meet up soon and do some catching up with me!)
Then Tiffy and i headed down to coco to meet *ww. According to ah hong it was a NTU, NUS, SMU halloween party, but apparently he is so NOT a reliable source! When we got there, all we could see were ang moh's, ang moh's and more ang moh's! wtf! Totally outnumbered. The whole club was flooded with them. So we decided to give coco a miss and headed down to geylang for dim sum. Then *ww gave us a tour around the red-light district cause he kinda 'know' the place well. =/ (not a very proud thing to announce)
Having done all that walking, we took a cab down to marina south to play arcade, bowling and pool. It was fun. I WON *WW IN POOL, 2-1! heh.
Oh, throughout our entire 'outing' mr*ww would not stop making fun of me! Omagad! Ok, i admit that i started it first but damn, i wished i wouldn't have opened my darn mouth. So now i'm FAT, A LOSER, PETTY, NOT FEMININE,etc... The best part is he can confidently tell Tiffy that when we get home, i'm gonna jeebber jabber at him non-stop. Fortunately for him, the minute we got home, that smarty pants put on his best act and pleaded for forgiveness. He's sucha baby i swear! Urghhh!

Halloween madness!

I'm supposedly a 'dead school girl'. =/ I guess i'm too alive to be dead that night.
Halloween at zouk was a blast. Almost had to give zouk a miss and head down to MOS instead due to my ever so 'popular' outfit accompanied by my worn out slippers. ha!
Thank god for Mr 'nicest butch bouncer ever' who told that stupid strict door BITCH to close an eye.
Next year, i'll definitely rent a costume. Right tiffy? =)