Bored = ME

WIL'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY.

I'm home on a friday night and i'm bored outta my wits! Thank god for Leon lee and his super nonsense yet entertaining conversation. I miss that sng buay face and our sng buay days. Not forgetting our juicy gooooosipppsss!=)

I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
i thought you died
death. says:
sad ah you?
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
no la y?
death. says:
i die you not sad/
death. says:
SMLJ!
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
whats smlj?
death. says:
simi lan jiao. i'll seriously spank you lor.
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
hahahahhaa ok la damn sad can
death. says:
haha! almost forget me lor you.
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
no! YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT ME!
death. says:
leona tan.
death. says:
the hottest bitch on earth, how to forgeT?
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
THANKS i knew it! hahaha
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
when are you coming back?!
death. says:
SECRET.
death. says:
just promise to make time for me and promise not to break that promise.
I love and you lie. what have become of you? says:
I PROMISE!!!

HE TAUGHT ME A NEW WORD, BULLSPIT. HOW CUTE IS THAT?!

life's a bitch, so am i.

Tripping over myself, going no where.
Waiting, suffocating, no direction, i took a dive in.
I've been wondering why, it's only me.
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe.
It's alright, sunlight on my face.
I wake up and yeah, i'm alive, 'cause on the way down i saw you & you saved me from myself & i won't forget the way you loved me.

I won't forget the way you loved me.

I totally screwed up last night. As usual, Leona was pissed drunk. Wobbled around phuture, almost caused a fight, slept outside my doorstep, couldn't even bathe properly.
My mum said i'm an embarrassment to my family and i'm grounded. hurray for me.
I spent the whole of today just thinking, if only i could turn back time then all these wouldn't have happened. If only i could just know my limits, then i wouldn't have drank so much. The thing about me is that when i'm high, i simply do not know my limits so i continue drinking till i'm wasted. If only *you were still here to look after me like how you used to, when i'm dead drunk and i can't even stand straight, you'll be there to bathe me and tuck me in nicely to bed.
I seriously think i'm a screw up and i'm only good at embarrassing myself.
Time to wake up and kick all that bad habits.
No more obsessive drinking, no more frequent clubbing, no more, no more, no more!
Now lets drink to that. haha.

moody toody me

It's one of those days that you don't wanna do anything except just staying at home and nwahhhh in front of the tv.
I've been watching The Hills for like 3 hours straight! Gawd! I'm feeling so fucking irritated now.

It's been almost 3 months and i'm still left hanging. I hate this feeling, ALOT!
YOU should just know who's good for you and who's not. I totally understand what you're going through right now and i've told you many times that i'll be there for you, but i still need some assurance from you. fuckfuckfuck.
I'm not gonna bother or think about it anymore.

Somehow when thing's are not going the way i want us to be, i tend to fall back on *you.
I know i shouldn't be feeling this way but i can't help it. I miss *you still but i only can look back on our past.
The love between us has died but *you still occupy a place in my heart.