URGH! I'm having ridiculous food-swings! That's it, i'm gonna resort to pro-anorexia websites. haha, NOT.
But seriously, it's harder to lose weight at 20 than at 18. Why why why is that so? I feel/am a fat slob. Damn.
Thank God for a wonderful bf who is putting on almost as much weight as i am. HEE.

Hello lao sai pills, byebye crunchie... oh so delicious crunchie.

It seems like you don't give two fucks, how you didn't bother sending me down, acting like you're all fine.
I guess you're better off like this.
I didn't want it to turn out this way, i didn't mean to push it to this extreme.
I wanted to see how much you valued your words, but you turn around and lied.
Well, here's to you and your freedom/happiness. Sorry i couldn't give you none.
Thanks for everything-love/friendship/warmth/patience/understanding etc...


This marks the end of another chapter. Still loving you.
(i know you're gonna read this somehow, but it's my heartfelt words)

you have no fucking idea

c a s i n o n i g h t

(old faithful lucky silky shorts)

PEEK-A-CHEERS!

WEDDING/ZOUK

the girls

the family

the boys

Sorry for the lack of updates, too farking lazeee to do so.
Many outdated pictures will be up soon (i hope). I AM JUST SO LAZY!
I need some love from down under-Sarah Lek.
Omg, i have a sudden urge for bitching. Like major bitching.
So time for Trio Leo to resurface again.

I need trio leo company! Where's my trio leo company?!
My weekend was spent at home, my home, Sengkang. D and i caught this movie called "i think i love my wife" on tv-links, quality wasn't too bad though. I mean it's no dvd-9 material but it'll do, especially when playing dai dee with only 2 player's quite entertaining. Dad's leaving for shanghai later on and the bf is over at his friend's place playing mj, leaving me alone and restless.(menstrual mood swings isn't helping either) Oh anyways, i'll be going back to Scruffy's to work on her birthday. I think it's gonna be a blast! Bring on the ciders baby!!! Hogay, tata for now.

Today my bestfriend called all the way from down under! =)
Today i went to zouk and squeeze myself silly.
Today d and i attempted to take some arty farty shots.
Today i finally tried chipster.
Today my calbee black pepper prawn cracker tasted like seaweed.
Today i was told that i haven't been fulfilling the 5 languages of love.
Today i asked for a simple sweet comment to be left on my
friendster(ok i know it's childish but i cant help it, i've never gotten 1 from you) but i can never seem to get it.
Today made me feel like i'm a lousy girlfriend. My today will end just about now.
Goodbye today, aloha tomorrow.

I'm totally into bowling now. haha.
Last night made me discover my hidden talent.
I didn't even need to wear those dorky bowling shoes to strike, ooops i mean 3 strikes. xxx
Sadly i had to team up with
mr disusting(spelling error intended) who insisted on throwing his curved balls.
It took him 1 whole game to master that stupid curve ball tactic. -.-
I hafta admit kim was the KILLERXXXX last night.
i guess her hidden talent(more talented than mine) decided to
emerge out and blow us with her backwards roll.
or maybe it's just because mr secret admirer was there. *cough cough* haha.
Sann was SUPER in the initial stage but lost it after awhile.
:( Nevertheless, her slow and steady tactic had me striking yo!(i stole her move)
Last night was highly entertaining and it's a pity my favourite bad girl couldn't join us.
we miss you girlie! Kinda wierd seeing cole without you.
that poor girl, love sick made her tummy turn against her. (i'm kiddin)
Anyway the bottom line is to hurry get your skinny ass back here to stinkapooo!!!!
SARAH LEK CALLING ONCE, TWICE, SOLD... TO LEONA TAN.(that lovely lady on the right who is currently stuck in stinkapoooo!!)

I <3lovey you; your royal hottness!

xoxo

Rest in peace baby Bosco. We all will miss you.

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Your Guardian Angel

The new gangsta peepz who frequent VD(velvet dragon) haha. alright i was just kidding, that sounded sick. WE DO NOT FREQUENT VELVET DRAGON OKAY!

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough.
He's all that I need to fall into.

When there's sunshine, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

;xoxo part-time lover/leo's forever

Although Ciara couldn't make it and my dad forgot the benz, the party was still awesome. I can never live without my friends, family and transformer d. -leona sings-Transformer, more than meets the eye. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 48 HOURS TIME. WOOHOO!

I guess ignorance is really bliss. Well, acting like i'm NOT mad at you or assuming that i'll get over it really pisses the shit outta me. All talk and no action = bullcrap. Might as well save your breath and stop abusing the word 'sorry', it really depreciates over time. I know i can be quite difficult and my temper can be a bitch, but all i need is a lil more coaxing, a lil more effort, a lil more ACTION taken. I doubt i'm that hard to please.(any disagreements, feel free to confront me)
Though i'm not the kind who writes long lovey-dovey letters or faints at the sight of roses, but receiving occassional surprises(flowers are a big NO-NO) will leave me smiling for hours.

More than words.

Grabbed this off some magazine. haha!

"E(for emo) is a scarlet letter across a guitar strap- a mark of shame or a reason to beg off and plead ignorance"
"Their mantra should be,'nobody understands me'(repeat if needed)"
"The kids that don black hair covering one eye to see the world in a half view"
"Obesity and emos do NOT mix"
"Owning a guitar may help you express yourself in a way that nobody will understand"
"Show your inner despair by looking like you are too sad to eat"

=( so are you emo?

Finally for once i'm not lagged behind when it comes to new, up and coming movies. I caught Transformers today and boy it was awesome!! I wanna have my own transformer too(just like bumble bee)! hur. Well Megatron aka d, Optimus Prime(me!) is gonna whoop your sorry ass if you ever do misbehave. haha!(i mean it!) Next up for movies, License To Wed. Robin Williams is da man yo!

Quarrelled with d the day before(i was being petty from a guys point of view) and today he pissed me off so badly that i ended things with him (but we're alright now). i started to think about our r/s on the whole and realised this wasn't what i wanted. i can't deny that he makes me laugh, sayangs me when i'm grumpy, has a wonderful mother, DRIVES(haha), and things were going so well for us but some of his actions prove me otherwise. I'm not gonna go into details but the truth is, second place just isn't good enough for me. as greedy as it sounds, i'm sure every girl would want to be first in her man's life and i'm no exception. in fact i ask for alot more but i've learnt to give and take. i just hope things would go smoothly for us.

imu sleepy monster

Life has been pretty mundane for me. Read some shit which disappointed me quite abit. no doubt you'll always occupy a lil spot in my heart but the words you dare say to another was very disappointing. I can't say i'm not affected by it. why can't you just go ahead with your fairytale romance and leave ours behind untouched? why do you have to spoil it? ours was pretty perfect from what i remembered(apart from our endless quarrels), but it was our quarrels that made us stronger. i am weak when it comes to you.

Alright, on a happier note, went zouk on friday. and guess what? FREE FLOW PAULANER BOTTLED BEERS! WOOHOO! last year it was e33 and our dear allan/alfred(haha) got e-33ied. it was free flow and he got greedy. tsk tsk.



this was on wed with my darling zhiyang! yes, he's back and he brought home some krispy kremes!

I can't believe i fell for a loser like you. Just how low and disgusting would you stoop to win back a girls heart? The words 'i love you wholeheartedly', 'you are my only one', 'you are my mrs ***', 'i can't live w/o you', 'i'll wait for you to love me over & over again', 'the day i met you was the best day of my life',etc... all these words seem awfully familiar. And she's right, you can't change. You're still the cheap, useless, hen-pecked, disgusting, any-pussy-will-do guy i know whom i gave my unconditional love to. I refuse to believe what others have said despite knowing your promiscuous history and i'd always find an excuse for you and pass it off as a genuine mistake you've made in the past. Your reputation has been tarnished. It's pretty amazing how you can convince a girl to fall head over heels for you. You have neither cash nor car, not to mention character. all you could offer was your 'undying love'. What a love fool i was. Oh well, at least i'm over it now. Shame on you dickhead.

Omg, guess who's picking me up from my place now?! Yep yep, mr ow is hot on wheels! This is so exciting!! that doofus of mine just got his license and i haven't seen how good he is on the road. but OMG OMG OMG, this is so fucking exciting!!! alright, i just needed to let my excitement out. byeee, hafta start packing my stuff.

I woke up early today. alright 1pm isn't exactly early, but it's considered early compared to my usual 4pm. tried to get back to bed but couldn't. work starts at 6 later and i'm too lazy/sleepy/lazy/lazy to get my sorry ass to work. damn, i hate waking up early. MC or no MC?

So i've been pretty much chilling out with zee, fabby and sanndy these few days. And we decided to head down to zouk today. Sann and i are total virgin's to velvet and on our virgin trip, we totally got puked on. Sick, sick i tell you. Velvet's boring but the drinks are cheep cheep. Nothing much happened. So here's to our boring life. Cheers.

But each time I try to make a fresh stab

I end up just picking at an old scab

I'm super tired but i can't get into bed just yet. I hafta wait for this doofus to get home before i can enter lala land. It's taking him forever i tell you! so in order to kill time, i've #1friendster whored #2plucked my brows #3peeed five times #4you-tubed for an hour #5been yawning continuously #6decided to blog about it. AND HE'S STILL NOT BACK. I'm so gonna doze off right now. bye.

//youbedroomgangstayou

It's been a LONG time since i last partied with Anna Seow, Nicole Desker & Sabrina Tan. haha, Sabrina Tan! So as usual, cheeky's to drink till our heart's content then over to zouk. where all da kool peepz at yo!

He denies of being a camwhore, but i have proof!

So here's Bangkok my dear friends!