Thursday, October 26, 2006

i'm a faithful lover =)

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say
I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can
How I need you more and more will you come back to me please
Every single hour of every single day, I miss you more and more
Don’t know what to say
I Know I closed the door, You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met
If I could, I’d start all over again
Our love is My Regret
Should have known then, what I know now
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me
Baby now I see, that you were my everything.

I think all lizards should DIE

My highlight of the day; I SAW A FUCKING LIZARD CRAWLING INTO MY HOUSE!!
I was so friggin scared that i almost bit my finger off. Clumsily, i ran pass my front door and into my maid's room to wake her up. Apparently, she's scared of lizards too. Damn! But i don't care, that darn lizard has to die!!! So she bravely used her slippers to kill that god forsaken lizard. yay! now that deserves a clap and a pat on her back. =) Now i'm able to sleep in peace.

Anyway, Tiffy darling stayed over yesterday. Supposed to watch miami vice together but she ended up sleeping on the couch half way through. =/ Guess we'll just hafta postpone our dvd marathon night.

You said she's just a friend, but it's a frigging lie. I know i shouldn't even care or meddle in your affairs anymore but somehow there's a part of me that will hold on to you forever. Forever might not be the word, but it's been so long and you're still constantly on my mind which makes it seem like 'forever'. Although i'm emotionally numb to everything and had just about enough of you, i can't seem to give up.
Maybe it's my kharma. I know throughout our relationship you gave me unconditional love and i took you for granted, but i think my kharma's gotta end now. It's been a year and my heart's still with you.
My regret/mistake - Loving you or taking you for granted, i don't know.
If this is 'Love', i would love 'Love' to leave me alone.

//will you love me like yesterday again and never let me go?